All those letters I’d written and
All those silly things I’d told you
All those mistakes that
I had committed
Didn’t mean anything, after all.
Like any other day, my day begins
With your picture on my mind
But that doesn’t stop there
The last thing that I think at the end
Would also be you, all the time.
I know that you’ll never return
After all that’s happened between us
There’s no point in thinking
About all of that but I feel that
My feelings are being replayed.
My heart is now beating
With a steady pace and
I think that I’m back to normal
But that cannot be defined
As I’m still vulnerable.
I’m not genuine, like other men
I’m not true to my own self
I’ve lost the gentleness and
I’m trying to stalk you everyday
Even though you’re so far away.
There are certain changes that
I observe in myself lately
I have a tendency to fall in love
With every woman I see and
That’s somehow involuntary.
I think that my mind is poisoned
Due to which I’m doing all of this
But there’s no soul around
To tell me that I’m doing wrong and
Guide me back to my life.
All those words that
I’m trying to hold back and
All those secrets I’m trying
To keep from people
Are backfiring at me.
I’m unable to differentiate
Between what’s right and wrong
As I don’t see the line
Separating the two
Not anymore.
I’m a victim of myself. My silence is killing nobody but just me. I’ll let that to happen as there’s nothing that’s left of myself anyway.
That is painful
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It’s all settling down now.
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Hope you are fine
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I’m feeling much better now.
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You’ll emerge stronger. Just a bad phase now but think of the positives rather than the negatives.
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Yes. Being positive should help. Thank you so much for your advice.
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Well written bruv
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Thank you so much, bro!
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Well penned !
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Thank you so much for going through the post!
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Great share,nice sketch,keep blogging friend!
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Thank you so much! I still wonder why this message of yours ended up in my Spam comments list!
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You’re most welcome! Cheers!
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This reminded me of some memories that I’d like to take with me to the grave, they are that painful.
Whatever that has happened, you are meant for something bigger and better, I mean it. ♥️
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Thank you so much for your time, Anchal! I’m glad to hear from you. Have a great day/night!
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You too! xx
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Nice…..
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U said ur silence kills u …but it’s wrong. The words of urs, the feeling ,and the sketch kills other people …..👏👏
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Oh, I’m flattered!
Thank you so much for appreciating me, Sanikakendhe!
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U r wc
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Hello, I have recently started this blog (theartistversifier.wordpress.com). Please follow me for your support.
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Oh, yes! That’s a great decision you’ve made – to start a blog.
Thank you so much for passing by.
Your comment was in the spam comments. I wonder why!
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Don’t know
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That’s okay. I’ve come across your blog. You’re a great artist. Keep blogging. Keep up the good work!
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Touching….
You are a talented blogger .
“I’m a victim of myself. My silence is killing nobody but just me. I’ll let that to happen as there’s nothing that’s left of myself anyway.”
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Thank you so much!
You’re a talented blogger too. We’re all talented! Keep blogging.
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Great post, painful ❤️
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Thank you so much for reading!
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My pleasure.<3
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Yeah. Sometimes even ourselves comes the enemy. ☺
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You’re right! But we all wish that good things to happen to us at the end of the day.
Thank you so much for stopping by.
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Thank you! May I know why you shared this?
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