My fond memories are still with me
And I believe that they’ll stay
Because that’s what I want
At the end of the day.
I still hear the voices that tell me
To stop thinking about the past
But I don’t think that I listen to them
Because I keep revisiting the place
Like it’s my home and that’s where
I’m supposed to be.
To be honest, nothing has changed
After everything that has happened
But I tell myself to keep trying
For this isn’t the end of everything.
I see nothing but the sea that is
Ahead of me and I don’t feel that
I deserve anything better than this
For I am already used to it.
I’m ready to go
Far away from whatever that
Makes me feel better
But I hear someone calling my name
And when I turn around
There’s nobody out there.
I’m uncertain about my own senses.
I neither have the desire to stay
Nor I have the strength to leave
And I have no clue as to what
I want out of all of this.
I walked towards the sea
Thinking about something that
I wanted to do for a while.
Just like how other people write
Names of the ones that they love
I wrote her name on the seashore
And moments later, it vanished
Like it was never there before.