Starless Skies; Moonless Nights

I don’t go out at nights,

Just so I don’t look at the moon.

I can’t help but it reminds me of you.

It is nearly impossible to do so

Because one of the best things to do

If not the best during a pleasant night

Is to just sit down and stare at the moon

And to just think of those happy moments

I got to share with you.

I know it was short-lived,

But I guess I lived through it happily

And now I just had to think about it

Because I don’t feel too good.

I keep thinking about why it had to end

The way it did.

I don’t even know why I think about it now and listen to sad songs.

It makes me want to cry, but for some reason

I can’t.

I try to look out of the window to see if I can still see the moon.

These buildings outside can’t seem to understand

My struggle at three in the morning.

They know that I won’t be coming out.

It’s also cold outside.

Well, I’m not supposed to be joking about what I’m feeling,

But I guess it helps to feel better.

I guess it’s true when they say

“You don’t miss people when they’re still with you.”

I don’t know if you miss me

But I think I do.

I was mad at first when it ended

And then suddenly after three months,

I feel like I’m heartbroken.

Well, what can anybody do about it?

Maybe it’s just time to just shut up

And focus on something that can

Keep me productive.

Thanks, but

No.